Saturday, November 29, 2008

SoRrY GuYz ~

hey people..
I know that you wanna read more of my story..
but I long time didnt use the com la..
sorry..
especially NiCoLe ~
sorry..
I think when I post my next post..
I will post chapter 5, ok?
sorry..
sorry to everyone, yea?
I just lazy nia..
paise ~
Anyway..
thanks for waiting a little while longer..
hopefully..
I don't write anything stupid in the story..
right?
haha!

Monday, November 10, 2008

4. Nicole Wolfe

" Kevin?" I called. " I'm going there."

" What? Why?" He asked, concerned.

" I want to talk to her." I said pointing at the girl.

Kevin's eyes widened in shock. " Okay, then." He said, snickering.

I walked towards her. I was there in half a second. " Hi, I'm Leon Hale. You are?" The girls at the table stared wide-eyed at me and moved down to the girl.

" I'm Nicole. Nicole Wolfe." she said.

I flashed a smile at her. " Nice to meet you. Would you like to come sit with us?" I asked her smoothly. My voice, velvety, and I pointed to where Kevin was sitting.

" Sure." She smiled and I thought she was an angel. I took her hand and walked at a slow human pace towards Kevin. Hewas grinning all the way.

" This is my brother, Kevin. Kevin, Nicole Wolfe." I introduced.

" Hi, Nicole." Kevin said emotionlessly.

" Hi! Nice to meet you."

" C'mon Nicole, sit." I said.

She sat down. I offered her some food from my tray, she passed. " I know what you are, Leon," She said.

I looked at her questioningly. " And I, you," I answred calmly.

She looked at me surprisingly. " How did you know?" She asked curiously.

I tapped my head lightly. " I can read your mind," I started seriously. " Kevin can predict... well, not so much predict than see the future." I finished, laughing.

She took a deep breath and calmed herself. " Oh."

Kevin stared at her. " You okay?" Kevin and I chorused.

" I'm fine. I didn't know vampires could be so... nice." She said and smiled. I smiled a small crooked smile. Kevin smiled a hard smile.

She giggled. " Would you like to be friends?" She asked.

" Course'." I answered simply. I flashed a quick smile at her.

Kevin's eyes narrowed, but he didn't say anything. " What do you mean?" I asked Kevin.

" Leon, can I talk to you? In private?"

I glanced at Nicole and nodded. " Sure."

We walked out of the cafeteria. " Okay, what do you mean, it's too dangerous?" I asked quickly.

" Don't you think it's weird? Leon, you have to tell me what she is!"

" She'sa griffin. Why? She's nice. I like her. Why can't we be friends?"

" She's not like us, Leon. You don't know what her intentions are!"

" Yes, I do, Kevin." I tapped my head, a reminder. " Remember? I'd know if she was goingto do any damage on us. Give her a chance." I paused, waiting for his response. He didn't. " Kevin, please. She is like us. Out of the ordinary. Not human."

Kevin glowered at me. " Fine," He said, resigned.

I smiled a little when Kevin relaxed. " You're the best brother I've ever had!"

" I know I am. Ha-ha!" He chuckled. I laughed with him.

We went back inside the cafeteria and Nicole was there, waiting patiently. I smiled at her, and she smiled back. Kevin's facade was a little too composed. " Chill, Kevin." I said. " Relax."

Kevin sighed and smiled his smile.

" So, Nicole, when did you decide to move to good old Washington? And Forks of all places?" I asked tentatively.

" Well, my parents actually. They're opening a sporting goods store."

" I see. So, how long have you known you were a... You know, griffin?" Kevin breathed. He seemed to choose his words carefully. His words were only an anxious whisper.

" Not long actually. I found out a few days ago," She answered cautiously.

My eyes widened in mocking shock. " I see... A newborn are you?" I asked mockingly. I heard Kevin mutter something that sounded like ' making friends with newborns. So reckless' .

" Yes. I'm a newborn." She giggled. I think she heard Kevin too.

" What was your first phase like? When you changed?" I asked casually, not wanting to pry. " Did it hurt?" I asked anxiously.

" Not at all. Just a little weird is all." She answered simply.

" Oh. Okay then. I guess we'd better get to class now. See you around." I said. Time had passed so quickly. I wonder --- Nevermind. I won't think about that now.

Yea, right ~ i won't forget this so easily

you and your " friend "
both of you suck alot!
come and ruin our tuition!
you hurt two of my friends
and you just don't know and don't care!
care for your " friend " too much is it?!

have a nice life
you break my friends hearts!
i hope you keep that guilt in mind!

everytime you look at that person...
you will feel guilty for what you did to them!
hope you live a happy life with....

that freak!

suckers!

iT'$ aLL 0v3R !

Whoo-Hoo! exam all over now!
no need worry anything already...!
except the results ~

haix~
say sayonara to all my fren soon...
no school anymore after wednesday~
zzZ

holiday too long...
boring...
maybe we make plan go out together...
call everyone...
but don't call...

HER...
sure ruin everything...
sucker!

Saturday, November 8, 2008

3. New Life

" Hey! How bout' this house??" I asked pointing at a large white mansion on the edge of the cliff, beside the sea.

" I don't know..." Kevin said.

" Why not? It's beautiful!" I protested.

" We're only two people, Leon."

" So? I like it. Please?" I begged.

" Fine, fine," He said finally. " We'll take it."

" Yeah! C'mon! We gotta go buy that house!"

" Sure, sure." Kevin and I went to the real estate office and bought the house. I was so happy I didn't even care how much it was! It was beautiful is all I bothered about it. We were stinking rich after all.

Kevin mummbled something unintellegible when I told him I was gonna buy a Ferrari. I ignored him before he could talk any sense into me.

We took all Summer setting out house up, registering into school, Kevin bought himself a silver Volvo and I got myself that Ferrari I wanted. Kevin said something that sounded like ' So conspicuous', I just laughed at him.

***

We started high school in fall. Going by Leon Hale and Kevin Black. We were adoptive brothers - our parents died in a car crash-, and we tried keeping to ourselves. There was this one girl, she asked Kevin out when we were walking to class last Wednesday, her name was Jessica Hawkins. It was hilarious!

Jessica walked up to us and said, mostly to Kevin," Erm... would you...p-please g-go o-out w-with m-m-me?" She was shaking so hard, she barely managed to ask him anyway. And Kevin said," Sorry. I'm not seeing anyone right now and I have no intentions to do anything like that. Sorry, you're not my type." He said the last word coldly.

It was kind of weird when she started crying. I knew she was sad, but so what? I mean, don't have to cry over that! What do I know about humans anyway?

After school that day, I asked Kevin," Why didn't you go out with her?" Just curious.

Kevin stared at me through narrowed eyes and I realized why. I'd forgotten that we haven't hunted in weeks! I'd already gotten over the smell of human blood, and so had Kevin, but when we're thirsty, we're really thirsty.

" Maybe, we should go hunting now?" I suggested.

Kevin nodded and I got into his car. I already knew where we were going.

***

" Why do we have to hunt in the continent?" I grumbled.

" Quit whinning! Don't be such a baby. Just hunt, Won't you? And be quiet! You'll scare our lunch away." Kevin said.

" Fine. I still say we should have gone to the Amazon or something. More variety." I mummbled.


After a couple of hours, our eyes were a light honey gold again and Kevin, wasn't so crabby. anymore since he's not thirsty." You know, Kevin? I think you're always in a bad mood when you're thirsty," I told him when his eyes weren't so dark anymore.

Kevin shrugged and said, " It's how I am."

I rolled my eyes and ran to the car, Kevin right behind me. " Kevin?" I asked. " Next time, can we go somewhere else? With like, bigger animals? Please? I'm totally begging now! Please?" I pleaded.

" Why? Don't you like it here?"

" Well, sure I do! But I'm sick of drinking elk blood... And mountain lions are my favourite, but I want more challenge, you know?"

" So, where would you suggest?" Kevin asked enthusiastically.

" Hmm... I'm not sure. Amazon? I hear they have large boa constrictors over there! Wanna wrestle one?! Ha-ha!" I said exitedly.

" Sure... Okay then. Next time then."

Next day at school, I got out of Kevin's silver Volvo and grumbled. " Why can't I drive myself to school? -I wasn't allowed to drive my car-."

" Too conspicuous. Why did you buy that car? You could but a less conspicuous car you know? But ' oh, no! I want a red Ferrari'. What's wrong with you?" He said, half accusing.

" What's wrong with a red Ferrari? It's cool," I said defensively.

" Oh, please. Why does anyone have too look cool? We live in Washington, Forks for crying out loud! Look at the cars around you! These people don't drive res Ferrari's around, do they?" Kevin said, glowering at me.

" Fine. I'm sorry, okay Kev. S'not my fault I'm reckless and careless. I'm just a kid." I pushed my lower lip out and pouted for awhile.

Kevin looked at me for a moment and took in my expression, and he laughed. " Yea. You're right. You are just a kid. Ha, ha!"

It was hard not to smile at that. In a way, Kevin was my big brother. So I threw a smile at him, flashing my teeth. " Yea. I am. Brother." I sneered.

He rolled his eyes. " C'mon, or we're going to be late for class."

" Sure, sure." I muttered, and we took off to class. English period with Mr. Maccoy. Class was pretty dull. I've learnt all of this. Mr. Maccoy was explaining Romeo and Juliet, making it a one hour long lecture.

After that, we had calculus with Mr. Varner. This was my favourite class of all. Kevin's too. Though, I always thought of Mr. Varner as a prat. As usual, I'd dash out of the class to the cafeteria, get a tray and sit on the table near the window and sat there with a tray of food in front of me. I always waited for Kevin.

After a few seconds, Kevin came to the table with a tray of food. Honestly, I really hated human food. It tastes like... Yuck, and smells like dirt. Blek. I wonder---

" Hey, you okay? You look like you're going to throw up... If you could." Kevin said, interrupting my thoughts.

" Hmm..." I said thoughtfully. " what does human food taste like?" I asked.

" I don't know. I never tried."

From the corner of my eye, I saw a girl. Something she thought about caught my attention. I turned around to face her. She was... She smelled sweet. Not like food, like... Beautiful!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

y0Ur$ UntiL Th3 3nD oF TiM3


I waNt Y0U aLwaYz ~

I N3eD y0U f0r3v3R ~
UnTiL Y0uR H3aRt $t0p B3aTiNG
I WiLL aLwAy$ b3 Y0uRS ~

UntiL Th3 3nD oF TiM3~

Haha !

today so fun le ! !
play water 4 the whole day !
whoo !

so fun !
wish everyday can like this...
haix
tomorrow got exam again !
i dun wan study oredi !
i sure become mad one !

T^T


sux alot lar ! !
i dun wan ! !

*sobs*

HaPpY T0G3tH3r ~

:` Sora & Kairi `:
:: T0G3Th3r f0r3v3r ::


:` Hitsugaya & Rukia `:



2. Kevin Black

"Hey, boy. Now, aren't you going to tell me your name?"

The strange immortal with honey gold eyes asked when he read the shock on my face. "Huh?" was all I could manage. It was like I'd been frozen in time when he said that. It made me hopeful that, maybe, I didn't have to be a monster.

"You okay there? I just asked your name ... Don't need to make such a weird face," he said, worry in the edge of his voice.

"Uh ... sure, I'm fine. My name is Leon ..."I hesitated on how much I should tell this stranger, and decided to tell him what he wanted to know. So I composed my face. "Leon Hale. And who might you be?" I asked the stranger, though I already knew, manners matter.

"Oh, I'm sorry about my manners. My name is Kevin Black. As you can see, I'm an immortal like yourself."

"Oh." I said

Kevin Black laughed. "Why are you in shock? What's wrong?"

"Why are your eyes gold and not red like mine? How is that possible? And what do you mean you've never drank human blood?" The questions bombarded themselves up and out of my throat.

He laughed again. "My eyes are gold because I drang animal blood and the red fades away in a few months after that. The reason I've never drank human blood is because when I became an immortal, I hid in a cave when the immortal who was going to kill me was burned to death and I survived on animal blood in the forest near the Amazon. Answer your questions? " he asked and laughed again.

"How did youdo know that you'd find me here?"

A shocked look crossed his face. "I saw that I would meet you here. So I came. You're late though. Guess it doesn't matter anyway."

"Oh ... I see .. You're thinking about that vision, and why you came to meet me." That look again. Shock. I guessed that maybe I should stop reading his thoughts out to him.

"I see, you're one of the giftedimmortals as well. Interesting. So you can read peoples thoughts. I can predict the future, but it's limited. Like yours, it has conditions.It depends on what a person is thinking, and it's easier when I'm attuned to that particular person."

"Oh. So you're like some kind of fortune teller then?"

"Exactly." he said cheerfully.

"How does animal blood taste? As good as humans?" I asked.

"Well, I don't exactly know how to explain that because I've never tasted human blood." Kevin explained.

I stared at him for a fraction of a second. "So should we go hunting then? So I could try ?" I asked him challengingly.

"Sure. Let's hunt." Kevin said smugly.


* * *

" I bet I'll catch the biggest one. Ha,ha! " I teased playfully.

"Yea, right. I've been here thousands of times. No way you'llbeat me, kid." Kevin laughed tormentingly.

I stopped short and sniffed the air around me. I smelled the scent of..... mountain lion! Kevin realizedand ran back towards me. "You okay, kid? You're not.... scared? Are you?" He said gleefully.

"Course' not." I scoffed and ran north. I heard it. Mountain lion. The sweet smell of it. Not exactly my kind of lunch but, I'll eat anyway. Can't be choosy. I pounced and and the big cat didn't even see that coming. So just like that, I sunk my teeth in. My sharp teeth cut through it's skin like slicing butter. Too easy. "Hah!" I laughed. "So what do you think, Kevin?" I asked smugly, and stuck my tongue out at him.

"Not bad... Guess you win kid. You're fast. Not many mountain lions around here." Keving said.

I laughed. "I'm still thirsty, Kevin. And this animal blood... Yuck..Not as tasty as human blood, not even close..." I made a face and felt my throat burning for more blood. Not enough to soothe my burning throat.

Kevin laughed at my face. "you'll get used to it, kid"

My eyes narrowed. " Don't you think you should stop calling me 'kid'? I have a name you know. Since you wanna start a coven of our own? Can't you call me Leon? You know? L-E-O-N?" I asked and spoke one of his questions out of his head.

"Hmm... I guess so... Sorry then....Leon."Kevin said, laughing.

"What?" I asked. "What's so funny?" I asked again. "Oh! I see ! Ha-ha!" I said and laughed.

He saw in one of his visions that we would go to Washington... And live there as a 'family' . I wonder what school is like?

W3sTLif3 - WhY d0 i L0v3 y0U LyRicS -

Suddenly she's
Leaving
Suddenly the
Promise of love has gone
Suddenly
Breathing seems so hard to do
Carefully you
Planned it I got to know just
A minute to late, oh girl
now I understand it
All the times we
Made love together
Baby you were thinking of him
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do
Ain't gonna show no
Weakness I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do
Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

L0n3Ly alL tH3 Tim3

i know that you fell lonely everyday ..
cause you stay so far away ..
from the city ..
that's why you need me right?
i keep you company?
i'm your ..
entertainer ..
i fell sad for you when i think that you are lonely ..
i can't bear to think of you ..
all by yourself ..
always all alone ..
L0n3Ly aLL tH3 TiM3~

Saturday, November 1, 2008

L0v3 i$ c0MpliC4t3d ~


iT' $ jUsT m3 aND y0U
uNtiL tH3 3Nd~

boring lar today !!

today is the most damn sux day in my life! so freakin boring eh ! never go anywhere at all ! feel like wanna kill ppl soon ! maybe...

nvm.. 4get it...

what to do?
boring !!
so sien !
zzZ ~

what to do?
wanna see tv also nothing to see !


DAMN FREAKIN' BORING DAY MAN !!

SUX ALOT !

hey ~ hey ~


yo pplz ~

chapter 2 gonna come out oredi...

so keep waiting ~ !

= p

YawNz ~


`::` Lif3 suX wh3N y0U'r3 B0r3d t0 D3AtH `::`


I HATE YOU !

i hate you so much !
how long i noe u as that !
and u call me stop !
you no feeling or what ah ? !
STUPID IDIOT ! !
you are so ...
stupid !
kanasai one !
no matter how or what !
i wun ever 4give you 4 this ! ! !

Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.

From what I've tasted of desire,
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough hate,
To say that for destruction of ice,
Is also great and would suffice.

Boring ~


Bored to death is what I am ! zzZ ~

Why? Why? Why?

When will you be mine?
I love you like anything !
Just tell me the reason why?
Tell me and I'll let you go forever !
Because I want you to be happy !
Doesn't matter if I'm not the right one for you ~
No matter what you think of me..
I will always love you ~

why didn't i just walk away? oh right ! i'm an idiot !


There you stood, just waiting for me. I stood you up, not knowing what to do. So, I phased and I just ran and ran, trying not to think too much human, more animal... wolf .. Upset by what I did. Missing you everyday of my life. Wishing to see your face everyday. See you in my eyes! Hear you in my ears! Why did I ever love you? Why didn't I just walk away?! Your guess is right! I'm an idiot! That's the truth! The way you made me feel when you were with me... special! You light up my day like my personal sun.. Stand by me in the night like my personal moon... I wish to see your face again, before I leave and never come back. To never see your beautiful face again... Thinking that you would be happier alone without me! I will love you forever, throught whatever, whenever, wherever, no matter what! I will always think of you no matter what I do! Because I love you.. The reason why I didn't walk away is that~

the way i must feel through your eyes

Not all scars show,
Not all wounds heal,
Sometimes you can't always see,
The pain someone feels.

While I thought I was learning how to live,
I've actually been learning how to die.